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arkerus
14 April 2011 @ 05:01 pm
well  
ate then threw up how fun. and just had to do a shot on myself >
 
 
arkerus
11 April 2011 @ 09:36 pm
well  
just went from 77 to 80, thats enough WOW for me today.. I hope tomorrow will brush by.. feeling eh right now..
 
 
arkerus
05 April 2011 @ 08:15 pm
...  
i feel so tired and bored *sigh* I need to start finding something to do =\.
 
 
arkerus
30 March 2011 @ 01:15 am
started on chemotherapy today, and it's going to be biweekly, still have to get a shot tomorrow which can't be done on the same day since gotta wait for 24 hrs -_-. let's see how the side effects go and this better work. had to sign a paper for if they can't control my kidney cancer, they won't have to do cpr/ or that heart thing, cuz really whats that going to do if it comes to that. 3 nausea meds to take a day hopefully they will work, time for some sleep
 
 
arkerus
22 February 2011 @ 04:08 am
not only do you have to give me shitty blurry vision. but do you really have to wake and keep me up with a stomache?
 
 
 
arkerus
28 January 2011 @ 11:44 pm
some people need to learn how to follow instructions. turning a 15 min proccess into hours of explaining is not fun.
 
 
arkerus
26 January 2011 @ 05:11 am
have been freaking hell. im just glad it seems im almost 100% back to normal. the pain is very very minor now. who knew 4 days of meds could do so much damage =\.
 
 
arkerus
16 January 2011 @ 12:18 am
Well going to post random things as usual:
- i wish my appetite was back to normal but its not, I usually have to force myself to eat twice now when i use to be able to eat 3 times everyday without any trouble. I feel like throwing up when eating like any food now so its really hard to enjoy any food =\.
- still have a long list of games to play/finish but just finished kh re:coded a couple days ago
- i started ff13 up again a week ago
- preordered mvc3
- 3ds is region locked so no importing japanese games or japan's 3ds(though us 3ds is coming out in march anyway). which is a huge down since i wont be able to import games that i really want or gundam
- costy stuff that i need to save up for will be 3ds and a desktop
- watching angel for the millionth time
- chuck is back on monday!
- waiting for new pokemon binder to arrive
and i believe thats all i got for now
 
 
arkerus
24 November 2010 @ 10:27 pm
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Life is heading nowhere for me at the moment. Screw this cancer, screw these side effects, screw this emptiness feeling. I can't even go to school right now besides not having a clue what profession i want to go into. Not knowing if this cancer will ever be fully rid of and if i'm just wasting my time. Not to mention o__ s____ _o__ sucks. God I need my monitor to arrive so I have something to distract me.. Tv shows on break is not helping here.
 
 
arkerus
30 October 2010 @ 05:24 am
it's  
it's been somewhat better, still have to go, i do get stomaches and still feel iffy but.. its am improvement from 50mg so far. It's only been 6 days though so who knows.